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GOD DAMMIT!

Sun Dec 20, 2009, 2:42 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Reading: Bakuman Ch. 67
  • Watching: Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Drinking: Bottled Water
It's just too much! I'm starting to think if maybe I didn't come on to the web with the stupid ass assumption that I could make friends, I probably wouldn't feel so fucking bad about the fact that none of those so-called "friends" talk to or even acknowledge my existence anymore.

I seriously wish I could stay off the internet for a month or two and not feel any remorse to any who actually gives a crap about me or my art, but I'm too much of a freaking sensitive guy.

I've been in this horrible "rut" as some have called it for over a few months, I'M LOSING THE WILL TO LIVE. It's all a stupid internal battle as well, as I still do the physical stuff like go to school, eat, bathe, talk, all that stuff necessary for life, but in my head I AM NOT OKAY. And it bugs the hell out of me, there's nothing that makes me happy in this world again, my hope is diminished, I'm sad all the time and I don't even know the reason...

I wish time would stop so I could sort of my stupid insecurities and stop pushing away the people I care about...

Look, for anyone reading this I'm sorry. Tis stupid to talk like this on the net I'm being a dumbass drama queen, plain and simple. I just wish I had the same optimism I had a few years back, everything is so difficult now. Maybe I'm just thinking too much, or maybe I'm losing my mind. I just don't know anymore...



I wish... everything would change.

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You listenin' Super Secret Sonic Santa!? + THANKS!

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 27, 2009, 1:26 AM
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Listening to: Wha-Chow!
  • Reading: Bakuman Ch. 47
  • Watching: Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Drinking: Bottled Water

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First of all, I'd like to give thanks to anyone one who is reading this journal, obviously means that you kinda care about this poor sap, and I would like to wish you all a Happy, if late, Thanksgiving! Hope you had a better one than I did... -_-

Now on to serious business....




*imagine a really bad New Yorkie stereotypical accent, least for the first part ^^;*

OK SO, I'm not usually the kind o' guy that cares for this mushy gushy type whatever you calls it stuff, known as like Secret Santas and all dat, but dis year I taught I'd be a little nicer, cross some naughty points of da list, y'know? Plus, who knows dat karma crap may not be a complete load after all.

( Stupidity aside U>_> )

Yes, it is true! I am partaking in the mushy-ness. Decided this would be a neat little thing to get me in the spirit of drawing again big time, I know that requests aren't even close to being done but I feel confident that this will be a big morale boost

For those that don't know, the short version is that, there is a secret santa program for Sonic artists, that's pretty much it, for the long version head here: [link]

*preps his sissified girly voice*

What I'd like resting under in my inbox is, not particularly a festive pic of at least two or more of my charas, although those are gladly welcomed, I would enjoy a pic of at least two of my characters duking it out. Any other details are up to you my seasonal friend. :D

My Sonic Characters:

( I know the article said not too many details, but I should at least give heroes "and" villains, in case someone goes for the fight scene. ^^; )

Heroes:



Villains:



Do what you will with colors, I just politely ask that you read a bit of the backstory for them so you can make accurate decisions, thanks in advanced ^^


My/My characters favorite stuff:

Me personally, my favorite foods are burgers and fries, yea I'm such a American lol For a fruit though I love apples. My favorite color is Orange, but this swaps from time to time with red.

Since Nova is based on me, his favorite food is the same, but his sister Era really likes Cherries, and Gall likes chili-dogs, Eclipse sadly, doesn't eat much so he really doesn't have a fav food.. Nova's favorite color is Dark Blue, Era's is pink, Gall's is red, as for the other villains Zengyou, Yami, and Kage their favorite colors are black. They don't really have favorite foods that I can think of, but I see Yami and Zengyou having a strong affinity with any meat based dishes, akin to the fact that they have wolf DNA, ;P but I suppose Kage would like any fruit being a bat, but does like the occasional drink of blood >: D (more likely the latter)

I guess if there's anything extra, I would like to ask that if you make a pic with Nova or Gall, try to incorporate the both of them into it, as the are buddies as to me and my real life friend ~zexous that is all.

My Best Work:

The only that really comes to mind as "My Best Work" would have to be this:






Key:
Done: :star:
In-Progress: :star-half:
Not Started: :star-empty:


REQUESTS:

1. :iconkaithephaux:'s A pic of Shadow the Hedgehog :star-half:
2. :iconflamesofzero:'s Ryouichi the Blind Samurai :star-empty:
3. :iconaqua-frost:'s Acht the Octopus :star-empty:
4. :icontapiokapudding: ?
5. :iconicyi:'s Sparklie and Rascal Fighting :star-empty:
6. :iconmiss-riza:'s Rachel the Hedgehog :star-empty:
7. :iconaquasaccount:'s Aqua the Echidna :star-empty:
8. :icondastardlyromantic: Aurora from Sleeping Beauty :star-empty:
9. :iconkiro13:'s Kiro the Cat, doing... stuff... :star-empty:
10. :iconaerobian-angel:'s Jem and Sigmund on the beach :star-empty:


GIFTS:

:bulletred: Redesign of :iconpanictopaz:'s Diesel the Hedgehog. :star:

:bulletred: :icongij4m3s:'s Mach, and a little someone extra. :star-half:


ART TRADES:

:bulletred: :iconhoukoubaka: Draw an EBIL CHUCK NORRIS SUPPA CHAIR! :star-empty:


COMMISSIONS:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Info link up and over in the side bar. ------------------------------------------>







(AKA, the people I talk to more than once in a blue moon.)
:iconzexous::iconkelessic::iconreyatwp::iconflamesofzero::iconkaithephaux::iconkiro13::iconpanictopaz::iconhoukoubaka::iconaqua-frost::iconselenathehedgehog::iconyuki-za-hejjihoggu::iconmollythefox:











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One more time! AKA Requests, *FULL*

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 22, 2009, 12:17 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Yeah! Break! Care! Break! - Dragon Ball Kai Outro
  • Reading: Bakuman
  • Watching: Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Eating: Sammich
  • Drinking: Bottled Water

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:iconkelessic:


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:iconstopplz: *(Scroll down for Request info, if you don't want to die of boredom.)*


The last journal, what needs to be reiterated.

Yes, Elemental Chaos is going on hiatus, I was dead serious about that.

BUT... I'm going to finish the prologue, and even ink it.


Now, the reasoning:

I've had a lot of feedback on the comic and the character of Nova, most of it negative, it was discouraging, many of my friend's know this as the reason, I haven't been uploading in awhile. This is the truth. I felt that Elemental Chaos was not worth working on after that, especially with the 2+ years working on it. It seemed like my efforts were for naught. Now, I wanted to state that before you tell me something similar to, "It's your character, and their opinion shouldn't matter either way." that these people who criticized him were absolutely correct.

I was told by some very good sources, if not the best artists, what was wrong with Nova. I took it as hatred, or belittling, but it was helpful nonetheless, which I only found out about by analyzing their words. Yet, there were positive things to come out of it. It was only thanks to my close friends that I was able to get back that "spark," so to speak. (Yea, I know what I'm saying sounds like a mismatched analogy lol) Now with that cause, I'm working on a newer version of Nova and story for him. I don't plan to completely redesign him, I plan to make him look more stylized. Many aspects are not defined in appearance, I mean who can seriously look at the guy and say he's a jerk? My point.

Another thing I's like to address, is in my own personal life, I have "lost energy" if that makes sense. I really don't feel like doing anything at all, it's a bad feeling that I want to stop, it's interrupting my art and classwork. It maybe my weird sleeping patterns, sleeping at 7 PM, waking at 12 AM and staying up the rest of the day, and I'm just tired is all. If anyway can tell me what causes this feeling. would feel my gratitude.

What I take from it is, I need to get better, and how do I do that? WHY, REQUESTS OF COURSE! I got nothing better to do with the comic on hold anyway.

I would personally like to thank all those people who commented on my last journal, as well as my IM and real life friends, who gave their support for me, I really appreciate it! ^^

By the way, what do you guys think of this snazzy journal? I just figured out how to do these. X3 'Course it's only for a little while then DA makes them for subbers only again. lol




So, yes Requests, that means I draw what you want and all you have to do is ask. There are a few guidelines I'd like to list though.

:bulletblue: No porn, or very provocative pics, I will draw girls or guys with very little to no clothing on, (like swimwear) but nothing in the buff, (unless it's a male Sonic FC or OFC) or them, "smashing" each other, if you know what I mean. XD

:bulletblue: I'll probably be doing them in the order in which I feel, so if you ask first it may not get done right away, please don't yell at me for this, I need to be in certain moods to draw certain things, most artists are like this.

:bulletblue: Don't pester me from day's start to end, about if it's done yet, and get mad if it isn't. Just be courteous. ^^;

:bulletblue: Lastly, BE SPECIFIC! I've had too much trouble with vague descriptions. XD

Remember that it can be a human or a Sonic character.

*KEY*
Done: :star:
In Progress: :star-half:
Not Started: :star-empty:

I'm only taking ten, and a few of those spots are filled already. Sorry ^^;

*ALL REQUEST SPOTS ARE FILLED*
Sorry if you didn't get one, better luck next time? ^^;

REQUEST SPOTS:

1. :iconkaithephaux:'s Kai the Fox :star-empty:
2. :iconflamesofzero:'s Ryouichi the Blind Samurai :star-empty:
3. :iconaqua-frost:'s Acht the Octopus :star-empty:
4. :icontapiokapudding: ?
5. :iconicyi:'s Sparklie and Rascal Fighting :star-empty:
6. :iconmiss-riza: ?
7. :iconaquasaccount:'s Aqua the Echidna :star-empty:
8. :icondastardlyromantic: Aurora from Sleeping Beauty :star-empty:
9. :iconkiro13:'s Kiro the Cat, doing... stuff...
10. :iconaerobian-angel:'s Jem and Sigmund on the beach


GIFTS:

:bulletred: Redesign of :iconpanictopaz:'s Diesel the Hedgehog. :star:

:bulletred: :icongij4m3s:'s Mach, and a little someone extra. :star-half:


ART TRADES:

:bulletred: :iconhoukoubaka: Draw an EBIL CHUCK NORRIS SUPPA CHAIR! :star-empty:


COMMISSIONS:

None at the moment, do you think I should, devs? Do you think anyone would buy them? Give me your thoughts.



(This here is a new section I'm adding in case I get swamped with faves and watches, and can't thank each one individually, and trust me there's a lot... I'm not putting the reason, the users know what they did.)

:iconserenavampcarian::iconmollythefox::iconaquasaccount::iconartic-weather::icongij4m3s::iconfunamation::iconxtremebk::iconcalistomaniac::iconlokoforsonic9559::iconnelly-the-dalmatian::iconmiddletoncounty::iconsonadowstar101::icon3000-1000::icondemonias-bff-dusk::iconainashadox:

Thanks for all the watches and faves everyone! ^^




(AKA, the people I talk to more than once in a blue moon.)
:iconzexous::iconkelessic::iconreyatwp::iconflamesofzero::iconkaithephaux::iconkiro13::iconpanictopaz::iconhoukoubaka::iconaqua-frost::iconselenathehedgehog::iconyuki-za-hejjihoggu::iconmollythefox:











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GRRR...! I'VE HAD IT!

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 3:46 AM
  • Mood: Shitty
I usually not the one to do angry or sad journals because it goes against my ethics, but I'm really angry with myself at the moment, especially because it's taken me forever to update this thing! I can only really update the status of one thing at the moment and that is:

Elemental Chaos is going on Hiatus!

That's right, you read me. Like I said I don't have time to say why, and explain my reasons for doing so, but I just want to let everyone know:

No, It hasn't gone under!

Not by a long shot, I've put too much time and effort into making it into something it wasn't and I'm going to finish it, I just have a lot of personal demons that need to be dealt with at the moment, this Journal is the first step in my opinion. You can probably guess what one of the main contributors to my anger is, by looking at my non-existent recent activity.

I just... have a lot of stuff going on right now... Bad stuff. And it really isn't that "bad" it's hard to explain.

But to end I'd really like to thank my good friends for helping me through this... It really means a lot and I know I being such a pest with my psuedo-emo-bitching and I apologize to you all, as well as the devs who I have pretty much denied satisfaction by not doing the comic lately.

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This time for real!

Mon Sep 7, 2009, 4:44 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Grow Up, Not Give In! - The Redeemers
  • Reading: Bakuman Ch. 47
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Dissidia: Final Fantasy
  • Eating: Ranch Burgers and Pasta Salad - Yum XP
  • Drinking: Bottled Water
:iconsonicstamp::iconsonicstamp2:
I support this guy!!

Elemental Chaos News:
OK SO! It has been a long time coming but I'm finally ready to release the comic/manga or whatever the devil I'm calling it now.

It has been far too long since I announced this project, so it's finally time to get this so on the road. The Prologue of the comic is completely done, and the intro as well, but to save us from chronic workaholic insanastosis (aka TOO MUCH FREAKIN' WORK I'M SPAZZING OUT-NESS) We, as in ~zexous and me, have decided to release a page a week until we get much faster at working on the pages. However, the intro will be uploaded on consecutive days because it is short. =P

Still confused about what this Elemental Chaos is all about?

I have taken the liberty of preparing several videos for the uneducated viewers, and the enlightened alike, to give them the necessary insight, and why you should read it, as well as a good laugh. Feel free to watch them at your leisure.

Elemental Chaos: PSA: [link]
The Pulpinator speaks about EC: [link]
A Serious Discussion (about EC): [link]
Casual Talk: EC: [link]

Some, well all, have inappropriate language, but it's all in good fun, and I DON'T MEAN ANY OF THE JOKES OR THINGS SAID, THEY ARE MEANT TO BE FUNNY AND TO GET YOUR ATTENTION, NOTHING MORE.

So Yea... ^^;

My News:
Well to be honest I am not looking forward to my Senior year but hopefully it goes as smoothly as last year, I was able to get what's called, "Early Release," at my school which allows me to come home early every day and give me more time to work on the comic! ^^ Or get a job >_> Which is good too mind you. Kinda all that needs to be said. ^^

The comic/manga will launch in a few moments as I work up the courage to take on this responsibility.

Plus, don't get your hopes up on a cool intro, it's kinda slow for a few pages. ^^;




(Please tell me if I forgot to put someone on this list.)

Elemental Chaos
Story: [link]

Characters


:star:Season One:star:

Moderate-Major Roles:

1. :iconmcrvampire08:'s Razor: [link]
Species: Hedgehog
Power/Ability: Purifying Light
Role: Nova's Secondary Rival (Warp's Friend)
Location: Cosmic Nation
2. :iconflamesofzero:'s Zero: [link]
Species: Hedgehog
Power/Ability: Fire Manifestation
Role: Fire Nation Leader
Location: Kingdom of Fire
3. :iconsheikra-th:'s Sheikra: [link] *Last hedgehog
Species: Hedgehog
Power/Ability: Darkness
Role: Zero's Wife
Location: Kingdom of Fire
4. :iconroxcho:'s Blade: [link] (bottom right of page)
Species: Wolf
Power/Ability: Blades of Darkness
Role: Dark Nation Ally/Vigilante
Location: Empire of Darkness
5. :iconmilestailsprower2991:'s Acht [link]
Species: Octopus
Power/Ability: Water
Role: Water Emerald Guardian
Location: The Utopia of Water
6. :iconkelessic:'s Silence: [link]
Species: Crow
Power/Ability: Sensory Paralysis
Role: Wind Emerald Guardian
Location: Wind Tribe
7. :iconzexous:'s Tai: [link]
Species: Kangaroo
Power/Ability: Earth
Role: Earth Emerald Guardian
Location: Earth Tribe
8. :iconcornelious-raidon:'s Zengyou: [link]
Species: Chimera
Power/Ability: Nanadaikinesis
Role: Dark Emerald Guardian
Location: Empire of Darkness
9. :iconzexous:'s Yami: [link]
Species: Wolf
Power/Ability: Kagekinesis
Role: Main Villain/Nation Leader
Location: Empire of Darkness
10.

Minor Roles:

1. :iconvenomous-cupcake:'s Cairyn: [link]
Species: Pangolin/Mole
Power/Ability: Earth and Water
Role: Era's Friend
Location: Cosmic Nation
2. :iconpatch-ninja-wolf:'s Patch: [link]
Species: Wolf
Power/Ability: Dark
Role: Blade's wife (could change)
Location: Empire of Darkness
3. :iconvectorchaotix:'s Nera: [link]
Species: Wolf
Power/Ability: Earth
Role: (undecided)
Location: Earth Tribe
4. :iconstridertheporcupine:'s Strider:
For info: [link] For Colors: [link]
Species: Porcupine
Power/Ability: Undeveloped Cosmic Powers, Avid Fighter
Role: Tournament Announcer
Location Cosmic Nation
5. :iconbethxsunmoon:'s Bethany: [link]
Species: Hedgehog (Angel, like Razor)
Power/Ability: Light
Role: Light Emerald Guardian
Location: Society of Light
6. :iconchaosangel5:'s Conscience: [link]
Species: Horse
Power/Ability: Wind
Role: Doomed Hero of Wind Emerald
Location: Wind Tribe
7. :iconicyi:'s Haze: [link]
Species: Sheep
Power/Ability: Wind
Role: (undecided)
Location: Wind Tribe
8. :icontenn1502:'s Boriel: [link]
Species: Porcupine
Power/Ability: Wind
Role: Warp's friend
Location: Cosmic Nation
9. :iconsciolto:'s Frosty: [link]
Species: Seal
Power/Ability: Water
Role: (undecided)
Location The Utopia of Water
10. :iconcva123:'s June: [link]
Species: Cockateil
Power/Ability: Wind
Role: Temporary Guardian of Wind Emerald
Location Serfs of Wind


:star:Season Two: Shooting Star Journey:star:
Story: Coming Soon*

Moderate-Major Roles:

1. :iconarthurroyalknight:'s Ryo Ishikawa: [link]
Species: Fox
Power/Ability: Adept Swordsman
Role: Bounty Hunter
Location: Deep Space, Bounty Hunter HQ
2. :iconkyle-the-squirrel:'s Zal: [link]
Species: Jackal
Power/Ability: None
Role: (undecided)
Location: Another Planet
3. :iconkyle-the-squirrel:'s Dawn: [link]
Species: Cat
Power/Ability: None
Role: (undecided)
Location: Another Planet
4. :iconflamesofzero:'s Ryouichi; AKA "Zatoichi" Full Body Pic:[link] Ref: [link] Wanted Poster: [link]
Species: Porcupine
Power/Ability: Expert Swordsmanship
Role: Bounty Hunter with a price on his head.
Location: A Distant Planet
5. :iconflamesofzero:'s Nubia: [link]
Species: Angler Fish
Power/Ability: Various Sword skills
Role: Space Pirate (perhaps the Queen? =P)
Location: Deep Space, On her Pirate Starship
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Minor Roles:

1. :iconmollythefox:'s Alice: [link]
Species: Cat
Power/Ability: (unknown)
Role: Clyde's Girlfriend
Location: Another Planet
2. :iconheather-the-echidna:'s Shadowfox: [link]
Species: Echidfox
Power/Ability: Dark Fire
Role: (undecided)
Location: Another Planet
4. :iconzsw13:'s Zonadow Scar-winds: [link]
Species: Porcupine-Fox
Power/Ability: Water or Wind I forget =p
Role: (undecided)
Location: Another Planet
5. :iconmanga-lover-4-ever:'s Shile & Shilo: [link]
Species: Panda
Power/Ability: Light (Shilo) Dark (Shile)
Role: (undecided)
Location: Elysium
6. :iconvenix94:'s Jacko: [link]
Species: Dragon
Power/Ability: Wind
Role: (undecided)
Location: Another Planet
7. :iconsolarzero:'s Solar Zero: [link] (The one on the right)
Species: Echidhog (Echidna and Hedgehog)
Power: Solar Energy
Role/Ability: (undecided)
Location: Another Planet
8. :iconflamesofzero:'s Pirahna Pit Crew: [link]
Species: Various Sea Life
Power/Ability: Various Combat and Navigation Skills
Location: Nubia's Starship.
9.
10.


Finished Refs


:star:Season One:star:

Moderate-Major characters:

1. :iconflamesofzero: [link]
2. :iconmcrvampire08: [link]
3. :iconsheikra-th: [link]
4. :iconmilestailsprower2991: [link]
5. :iconkelessic: [link]
6. :iconcornelious-raidon: [link]
7. :iconzexous: [link]
8. :iconzexous: [link]
9.
10.

Minor Characters:

1.:iconmollythefox: [link]
2. :iconstridertheporcupine: [link]
3. :iconbethxsunmoon: [link]
4. :iconvenomous-cupcake: [link]
5. :iconcva123: [link]
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

:star:Season Two:star:

Moderate-Major Characters:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Minor Characters:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.


Nation Leaders

Water Leader: Decided
Earth Leader: Decided
Cosmic Leader: Decided
Light Leader: Decided
Wind Leader: Decided
Fire Leader: *FlamesOfZero
Dark Leader: ~zexous

Guardians

Water: =Milestailsprower2991
Earth: ~zexous
Cosmic: ~Cornelious-Raidon
Light: !bethxsunmoon
Wind: =kelessic
Fire: *Sheikra-TH
Dark: ~Cornelious-Raidon

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